I'm nOt afraid!!!

May be sometimes we should ask our self to be brave in no matter what...believe in we can do it...although it is hard...but at least we have put on our effort...that is enough...at least for me...was like i had tried my best...so no worries...somehow...i will still think of it...how would it be IF......really happen...'IF' always drives me crazy...all those impossible thought appear in my mind...

Well...my brain is not functioning right now...i cant manage to think anything...notes overdosed...need time to format and scan it again...make sure there is empty memories to store new one right after this...freaking exhausted during exam period...really wish that i could have a fitful sleep...i need it badly...

Hope there is a 'Note To God' for everyone...so i could write whatever i wish or what to achieve...

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak what's in my soul

I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away

For love to overflow

If i wrote a note to God

I'd pour my heart out on each page

I'd ask for war to end

and for peace to mend this world

I'd say

...

...

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

If i wrote to God

I'd say please help us find a way

End all the bitterness, put some tenderness

in our hearts

I'd say

...

...

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help from you

No

We can't do it on our own

So

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

...

...

...

*Diane Warren...God will be there...always*

hate it!!!

No doubt that nobody will like to have examination...forced to revise...study study and study...just study for exam...hate to memorize all the points as well...after memorize it...just wait for that particular moment to vomit out in exam hall...what for to study like that...totally no idea >.<

Anyway...stop condemning here...taking action is much better than talking crap...=D

*pass by to drop / scream out any stress in my mind*

*JAY*

 ^love it^

Waiting it for so long...finally it is with me now...^^ felt glad and thanks to shaun!!! Genting trip made my day though...XD 

Crazy S&J...still shivering when recalled at the moment i was inside the cable car...x.x 

No next time!!! hahaxxx

It's my day^^ 23

*23072010* Once in a year...love my mum^^ listened to birthday's song many times...and ate a lot...thanks to all my friends' wishes and those who celebrated with me...did appreciate it...love u guys...same goes to my family and cousins...thank you to all of u...

I like my presents too^^ and i am still waiting for my very advance imported present...i wanna collect it as soon as possible...waiting for u...miss u...xD

Inc€pt!On ~~

Feel like wanna combo every movie that i interested...hahax...holding popcorn in my arms and enjoy my movies...that's pretty cool...i went for 'Inception' recently...the story line is just amazing...so many layers of dreams...in a dream there is another dream...i love it^^...wish i could do that too but yet not too extreme of course...xD...build whatever i like and meet whoever i want to...it is definitely fantastic...

Well...if i am the man...i would like to keep those memories too...live with the person that we love together...although it is just a dream...i prefer don't wanna wake up...because when we woke up and only realised that was not real at all...i hate that kinda feeling...really disappointed...why it happened  but was a fake thing...*what a crazy thinking...guess really get influenced by the movie...hahax...xD

Come back to real world!!! it's time to wake up!!!

2 major Events in TARC!!!

 *TalenTime Night* 04072010

^AV team^ 

*Orientation Odyssey Night* 11072010

One word to describe > AWESOME yet EXHAUSTED!!! Well...we did enjoy both shows...thumbs up!!!

It is not kinda easy to run a big event...need to cooperate with many people...and make the best decision...all i wanna say about it is...WELL DONE^^

...

I'm sorry that shouldn't be calling people moron...i'm just getting frustrated...found that i'm freaking tired to pretend as a good one...could say masquerade as well...thought don't wanna mess up whatever things happened around me...yet somehow someone would tend to against it...

We don't need enemy in our life...just pretty good to have a simple life...just simplified...as well as we enjoy it...please don't force us to do whatever we don't like...think about dignity as a human being...we gotta feeling...talk properly...then we will respect...if not...i'm really sorry...that's not my problem...

Updated my life^^

Well...i did dump this page so long time ago...haha...kinda busy during this semester...joined many events...just wanna have fun^^...nearly influence my 5 subjects there...really sick of it...bemused in class sometimes...i know it was not good at all...when looking at those long and complicated questions...ended up with a gormless look on my face >.< always have something to distract my attention...hope to get a great masterstroke and do well in final...i need it badly =.=

Recently i found out the people who is arrogant likes to talk very loud...was she or he wanna show his or her power as a leader??? he or she would get mad easily...i don't know why...all of us did our part...nothing could be perfect...i hate the feeling been 'hit' in the public yet we did nothing wrong...what's the problem...please think about it when wanna talk or scold someone...well...wouldn't screw people in front of him or her...he or she wouldn't survive longer in today's society...

Just forget about those stupid things...throw it away...don't let it empties my happiness^^ there are some major events waiting for me to discover it...life goes on...as a human...

awesome >>> YOUTH'10

 !!! 88,366 visitors in Youth'10 !!!

                                                      ^ trio^

                                                ^we guided VIPs^

Day 1 ( 28th May)
Today was the first day of the Malaysia's Largest Youth Festival at PWTC...met new people and made new friends...while my team ( 8 included my leader -- Sufi )...escorting those ministers...celebrities and VIPs as well...thats pretty cool...although we have to walk through all the halls many times with different "Very Important Person"s...yet we enjoyed the journey though...we could control the situation well ( those media) and didn't let it turn into a chaos...especially the arrival of Youth and Sports Minister Datuk Ahamad Shabery Cheek and Datuk Siti Nurhaliza...well today ended earlier than what i expected...headed home at about 15 mins to 9p.m...had a fitful sleep^^

                                              ^my members (2 missing)^

Day 2 ( 29th May)

Reached PWTC at about 8.45a.m...started our job after a light briefing session...don't reckon that our post is easy to "play"...it trained our stamina...thats real xD...Datuk Mukhriz bin Tun Dr. Mahathir and his daughter & Datuk Seri Ong Tee Keat...both of them did visit us (Youth'10) today...i love Youth'10 very much...was a glad occasion and provided chances for us to meet those popular celebrities...guess what...i met Paul Moss...his real person...felt really excited and attended his conference in the hall and took a picture with him...wOOt^^ i stayed up until 10p.m tonight...went to the One fm concert...really exhausted and i just sat there and listened to their songs...slumbered the night away after i have reached home...

                                                ^Caprice in the house^

                                                 ^8tv Rina there^

                                            ^crazy Arifff and Daaanial^

Day 3 ( 30th May)

It just happened so fast...the last day of the festival...can't imagine that...today i helped up at the registration counter there...and hanged around with them...other team's members...well...always have the most interesting part on the last day at the last moment in the Youth festival...that was Fly fm's mini concert...Hunny Madu was the "host" and emcee...and...Bittersweet was the first band to get on stage and followed by CAPRICE in the house!!! He was totally awesome and i like his performance...great show^^ i had pictures with him too...and DJ LapSap was the last one to perform...both of them get us high in the Maybank theater...their powerful music made us dance with it and drove some of them crazy in the hall...it was like a dance floor in front of the stage...an extraordinary concert i could say...amusement mini concert ever!!!

                                                ^part of the volunteers^

It just ended too soon...how come...still in Youth'10 mood...hahaxxx...i know they appreciated our contribution...we (all the volunteers) made a really valuable contribution to a very special event --- Youth Festival!!!Completely exhilarated by the experience!!!

OO big family^^